New "BABY"

Finally~

i bought my new baby

but

dunno why

the happiness

doesn't appear on my face

i dunno

what happen to me

izit feel guilty

or feel sorry to someone

or worrying the future usage

i hope after i got it

i will feel very happy

very enjoy to use it

but....

IS NOT!!!!

Wondering

is the decision correct

BUT

if i don't have it

i know i will keep think of it

i really

totally

dunno how to do~

T.T